How sweet life could be?

I was stuck this afternoon of August 25, 2010 thinking of the things I have done in my life. I could always say I’m happy because you could always see smiles in my lips. And I could also say I’m good because you didn’t know how exactly I’m feeling. Today, I’m into countless reasons why I’m feeling sad. I just can’t help to feel this way. It’s going to be a week before I go far from you guys. I’m near into it and I can’t help but miss you all already. I know how tough life is, and I have to do this for my dreams and plans. But knowing that there will be no Moises Gamboa to text me everyday, Girard Karlo Landingin to share a laughter with me and some wise talk like John Lastimosa did, someone like Marifhe Nava to check when I’ll be at school and have I eaten already, someone like Richard Sebastian to be with in a photos and videos makes me feel sad. There will be no Marvin Ignacio’s tambayan-like to spent the rest of the day and sleep-over and have an exchange “super smiles”. Nico Jerome Balot to call me up and share jokes and observations about love teams. No France Joseph Valino and Paul Arqueroto call me their only madam. Argh, I’m feeling sad really. But I wanted to write all those names and give some lines to let them know how they make my life so happy. The q2 boys who always checked on me if I’m alright and ask me if I’ll be handling some of the academic subjects at school. Thank you for being so understanding Lay Anulacion and Armilyn Laplano. The coolest Lex Phil Dela Cruz and Joel Calanday who always cheered me up. For those who are not mentioned, I love you guys. You knew for yourself you made me happy just by the simple company you shared with me. I found you all in my downfall and I feel so lucky.

I’m just going to somewhere, not am I saying that I won’t come back. We also have so many ways of communicating with each other (haha!). (Just wanted to burst out the sadness I'm feeling.) But being so dependent with your company make me think if I’ll be ok. But for sure I’ll be. Thank you all guys. ♥♥♥