Sad truth about career

When I joined the company where I am working right now, I have no idea of what and how would be my coming days would get over. Had started the days with just answering telephone calls and welcoming the guests made me feel relaxed but as the days, weeks and months goes by I started to feel bored. For what reason, I know that this isn’t my call. This isn’t what I want. I want something else. I want some work that would not bore me. Work that would make my days like it’s not getting over. As I am thinking of things that fit and help me, there are people who are thinking the same way I do. Not for personal growth, not for personal intention. But for someone that matters a lot to them, their families. While my days and careers goes and goes and improving, can’t imagine how they strive and work so hard. Trying to prove themselves that their worthy of their duty not for themselves but for their family who relies and depend on them.

As the story goes, difficulties came along and let him sink in a situation that is unrecoverable. It’s the sad truth. Though we already put ourselves to best of our capabilities, we never know how far our motivation can bring us to and let lead us to where our dreams are. Focus makes a lot of difference. Determination is one thing. And a problem is just one which will wipe everything we have worked so hard for.

Here in a place where…

It’s been 2 years and 9 months since I landed here in a place where I know nobody. At first, I’m too excited for what will happen and how well good things will last. Though I’m packed with positive views and hopes, there are times that I’m feeling like failing. I had so much of doubtful acts and seem immature. But good thing that God never failed to watch over me, guide me and grant my prayers. During those years of being here, I never felt something that buried me to loneliness not until now. I thought life being away from the people you know and you care a lot is just something that’s normal. But seeing things go different, doing things alone drowned me into distress. I can’t help but think, do I made a right choice? Did my decision bring something productive? But realizing that being away means providing their needs and learning something that would mold you for being strong, competent and independent, I think I made a right a decision. A thought that somehow would help to subside my loneliness. Loneliness here in a place where I am all alone.