Here in a place where…

It’s been 2 years and 9 months since I landed here in a place where I know nobody. At first, I’m too excited for what will happen and how well good things will last. Though I’m packed with positive views and hopes, there are times that I’m feeling like failing. I had so much of doubtful acts and seem immature. But good thing that God never failed to watch over me, guide me and grant my prayers. During those years of being here, I never felt something that buried me to loneliness not until now. I thought life being away from the people you know and you care a lot is just something that’s normal. But seeing things go different, doing things alone drowned me into distress. I can’t help but think, do I made a right choice? Did my decision bring something productive? But realizing that being away means providing their needs and learning something that would mold you for being strong, competent and independent, I think I made a right a decision. A thought that somehow would help to subside my loneliness. Loneliness here in a place where I am all alone.